discovery..ti..hi

I just see no notice the month of my posts..i found it really funny. i have posted my first write up on feb then continuously on March then i silent for 1 month and there was a big gap ...yes after three big months i had written something om October..n here in November i posted two...Wao...well-done.
So what else remain that i had to write ..yes i will write all the minor ,major people of my life...from today onwards

I always feel that i need to write something. but for the sake of writing i can't write crap.then i feel why i need to write in English (since itz not my mother tongue and i dislike it as it imposed on me). Even most of the people from other country like Holland which is very near to England can't speak English properly. then i feel why not i write in Asomiya...so dear all I Miss Gayatri Baruah announce today that i will write for my sake whatever language i prefer to write on that time......................

when blood comes out all the way, u cd not feel like breathing . i'm just feel the same way

Walk with me..
I promise I'll walk side by side
Dance with me...
I promise i'll follow your steps

I know you dont have anything to give me ..
Even not I
But still i can give you a promise
To love you till the end o' my breathe

Sometimes i feel

Sometimes I feel relationship very much complicated and sometimes very simple. I know these feelings might come to everyone’s mind. I’m not the first one. Yesterday I got to know one of my school friend got married and he had a baby girl. Nothing strange. I know. But I found it very interesting. He is not the first friend who knot was being tied. But his case was special. I met him in a party for the last time. And of course he was the host. That was my second time, a party in a proper discothèque. You would love to know that this friend was the proud host of the first party too. He had some business. I better not go about that things. I refer about the party because that time he introduced us a girl as his would be girlfriend. I must say her would be because the girl did not accept his proposal till then. If I’m not mistaken my friend did not offer her any proposal, officially either. Till then we never see our friend serious in anything either it about examination or relationship. So then also we did not think that their relationship could be grown up. Times pass, I almost forgot half of my school friends. Never bothered to contact them. (Though we were in the same town). More time pass, I left my hometown in search of better career option. I got lost somewhere in this crowded city. Sometimes I could not identify my own behavior . This metro sucks my emotions, serenity of my feelings. One day, as if from this long sleep I wake up. Of course for the noble cause. I started doing all that things as I did before, face the situation as I did. I this tenure, I searched out my old buddies. Because they also attached to my root. When I visit the profile of my that not so serious friend, I was amused to know that my friend got married with that unofficially proposed girl. It really touched my heart. Loved to see my friend from fun loving, easy going boy to a true lover, a husband and o’course a proud father. Actually we are the culprits. Sometimes we started thinking about relationship so deeply, seriously that only the relationship stays but the emotions because of which the relationship starts unintentionally, unnoticed and dies.

life...........

I'm in love........
Love with the world,
With the beauty of nature.......
I'm lost ...somewhere...where the river o' music flows.
Oh' pleaseydon't try to find me
Or wake me up...
If it's a Dream
Cause' I'm in love with the life.............